When all feels possible…

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For a moment… just a passing moment…

Snow falls outside, a squirrel runs past… the house is quiet, the dogs all asleep, my puppy on a blanket near my feet…

I sip my coffee as I read a cozy mystery, daydreaming of the southwest setting, one of my favorite places in the world…

After a week – 9 days, really – of nonstop moving, checking things off of lists, taking care of the basic necessities of 4 creatures – 2 senior dogs + a puppy, and my mom, not to mention myself (writing down the need to shower on one’s to do list is not fun) as well as making sure my brother is taken care of too… damn. Stopping. For a moment. Remembering that the point of all the doing is to.. BE. Some are simply basic taking-care-of-life functions… but the home loan, the wedding, the things to enjoy… these are all to create a LIFE. And this quiet morning moment to finally enjoy *this* moment… not the future ones… so necessary. This pause.. it sparks this need, this desire, this joy in writing.

As it always does.

It’s the thing I realize every time I travel. The quiet, the stopping, the taking a break from go go go do do do… all of a sudden I can think, dream, breathe, feel….

Breathe.

Breathe.

Breathe…..

<3

 

Leaves me with a head full of dreams and the words of another Heartsong song echoing through…

Sleeping beagle puppy with text of: How Far I'll Go "I've been staring at the edge of the water 'Long as I can remember, never really knowing why I wish I could be the perfect daughter But I come back to the water, no matter how hard I try Every turn I take, every trail I track Every path I make, every road leads back To the place I know, where I can not go, where I long to be See the line where the sky meets the sea? It calls me And no one knows, how far it goes If the wind in my sail on the sea stays behind me One day I'll know, if I go there's just no telling how far I'll go I know everybody on this island, seems so happy on this island Everything is by design I know everybody on this island has a role on this island So maybe I can roll with mine I can lead with pride, I can make us strong I'll be satisfied if I play along But the voice inside sings a different song What is wrong with me? See the light as it shines on the sea? It's blinding But no one knows, how deep it goes And it seems like it's calling out to me, so come find me And let me know, what's beyond that line, will I cross that line? The line where the sky meets the sea? It calls me And no one knows, how far it goes If the wind in my sail on the sea stays behind me One day I'll know, how far I'll go" - Moana